XANGA is pretty much finished

so life pretty much sucks this week. oh well. i lost one of my good friends yesterday. or the day before i dont remember haha. he just pretty much said "i dont wanna be your friend anymore" which is cool with me cuz he was starting to get lame. i will miss him though, but like i said...oh well. but now my sister is moving out of state. i started bawling when she told me...didnt think i would react that way, but that means i wont get to see my sister and my nieces and nephew anymore. this year i had lost too many people to moving away, deaths, and just plain not wanting to associate with me. they say life goes on...but sometimes it's just so hard to let it.  life just isnt what it used to be......<3 Krista

i dont think many ppl use xanga anymore...but oh well. im just gonna use this to complain about things...

life pretty much sucks right now. i hate my job...cross country is almost over forever...i dont know what im gonna do after high school...i dont wanna leave my friends...i dont want my friends to leave me...i miss my friend Chris, my great grandma, my uncle...i feel as if im never gonna see my dad again...i never visit my family anymore...i dont sleep that much anymore...i let ppl take advantage of me (or at least try to)...i hate being alone...the end